A sorrowful day for me.
Don't know why it's hard for me to stop thinking about you.
Even you're gone now and fade away from me for a couple of months.
I don't know why I need to thinking again and again about you.
Yes, its true.
It's true that I still hope you'll come back someday.
It's true that I still love and missing you now.
But I know it impossible to happen.
And I know your feeling towards me already gone.
Sometimes my friend said to me.
Why don't you just contact him ?
I did.
But unfortunately, he decide to keep silent quietly there, babe.
Honestly, it's hurt. It's hard. It's complicated.
What's wrong if we become like before this ?
It is too hard for you to faced it ?
It is too hard for you to wait me ?
Don't you feel uncomfortable with me now ?
I just need you by my side.
Always here to support whatever I'm doing here.
I need someone can hear all my cry and laugh.
And until now I'm still choose you.
Even though you repeat the same problem to me.
But I still want you to stay by my side.
Even there's a guy try to know me, but I choose you.
I don't want our 5 years just gone because of this matter.
Take your time, Thaqif.
I'll wait you no matter what.
And please, wait me and patience of me.
I'll wait you here.
