Hard

I'm in two weeks in third year of degree life. 

Honestly, 

This semester, 

This year, 

The subject that I'm taking right now, 

It's really killing my brain, 

What should I do, oh Allah ?

A student that survive herself in a big campus, 

Without a real friends, 

Every semester, 

The students inside class keep changes, 

One went to other section or different subject, 

So just left myself alone, 

A degree's life was so tough for me. 

100% different with diploma's life. 

What I'm thinking right now that, 

I just want to finish my degree as soon as possible with a rainbow pointer (dean), 

And I prayed that Allah will easy me to get a job after I'm graduated like others. 

Aamiin. 

Now, my mission is to complete all subject courses that left and get a good CGPA. 

For those who read my entry, 

Lend me your 5-10 minutes. 

"Oh Allah, please easy Nur Ilinadiah Ismail to graduated in Bachelor of Electrical & Electronics Engineering (Hons), Bless her with Your Love, make it her strong in whatever she did in her life and make her to be a patience woman" 

Thank you. 

New

Finally, I'm come here again. 

I don't want talk about others. 

But I'll focused on myself. 

It's already a week that I'm not in a good condition.

High fever / Sore eyes / Headache. 

But Alhamdulillah, 

I'm getting better now. 

One week at Kelantan. 

Spent time with beloved.

It was super duper awesome semester break. 

I've got a good news from my siblings (DIPS), 

Now, I'm officially auntie to Inara Alisha. 

Such a cute name. 

I hope Damia will be a good mom and wife. 

I can't wait to see both of them next two weeks. 

Two days left now. 

After this, I'll turned to a busy student and busy women. 

Nevermind, just for one year and a half. 

I prayed that Allah will keep always besides me and ease my journey. 

New mission, new vision, new motto. 

Someone said to me (my sister). 

"Whatever we do, whatever result that we've got, Don't ever try to give up. Always keep positive, don't keep judging your own self because it will make you scared to archive your new motto, mission, vision, and don't ever to forget Allah. Remember Him and He will remember you. Allah always besides you even your day is getting harder."

Last but not least. 

I'll kept all my sister's motivation word. 

I can do more better after this. 

Don't think about love from now. 

Just keep focused on your study and future. 

You can do it, Ilinadiah. 

Take a challenge. 

And show it to the world.