6 April 2017

Treatment

Bad,
So bad, 
I need to be serious about this, 
My fingers keep trembling, 
Trembling until drop a things, 
This is the symptoms, 
Symptoms of thyroid disorders, 
I'm give up to take any medicine. 
Sometimes I'm just skip my daily medicine, 
I don't want to take any medicine anymore, 
I'm just want to live like a normal person, 
Like a healthy woman, 
Nowadays, 
My mood, 
My attitude, 
My hormones, 
My personality, 
Uncertain unusual uncomfortable, 
Too complicated for me to handle myself, 
Doctor advise to see him every 3 weeks, 
Because I need that treatment before cell cancer active, 
I don't want to put a high hopes for now, 
Just follow the flow and faith on Him. 
Even He want to give me that illness, 
I'm ready with His test.