Bad,
So bad,
I need to be serious about this,
My fingers keep trembling,
Trembling until drop a things,
This is the symptoms,
Symptoms of thyroid disorders,
I'm give up to take any medicine.
Sometimes I'm just skip my daily medicine,
I don't want to take any medicine anymore,
I'm just want to live like a normal person,
Like a healthy woman,
Nowadays,
My mood,
My attitude,
My hormones,
My personality,
Uncertain unusual uncomfortable,
Too complicated for me to handle myself,
Doctor advise to see him every 3 weeks,
Because I need that treatment before cell cancer active,
I don't want to put a high hopes for now,
Just follow the flow and faith on Him.
Even He want to give me that illness,
I'm ready with His test.