Hi and assalammualaikum.
Just a short story and memories that I just want to share with you guys. Yesterday at my auntie's clinic. I've just take an oxygen. Just because of I've got a high fever and hard breathing. 3 hours with that machine (oxygen gases). Feel sleepy and calm. And today the temperature already turned to 39.5 Celsius. Alhamdulillah.
This morning I'm going to my auntie's clinic at Jerteh again. I ask her, "Why my hand always like shaking after do some heavy work?, Why I'm always hurt at my stomach near ovary?, Why my period not stable, it's already 4 months?", Mak Ngah. And she said that, that illness of shaking hand is one of the symptoms of thyroids cancer that called Essential Tremor. But for my age is still early for me to get cancer. And then she did ultrasound to me. So she suggest me to take blood tomorrow morning because she want to do examination. From the result, we can know, how many percentages risks that I have that thyroids cancer, hormone and blood.
She explained clearly this photo. I'm just take a deep breath and istigfar. What should I do now? Why me? Why right now ? This photo shows my ovary. *i don't want to share a detailed, sorry.
I hope that Allah always make me strong and give me strength to make sure Abah, Mama and my siblings always happy with me right now. When one day, I'm not in this world, I hope there's a new person will take care of them. That's only my hope.
I hope when the result are coming out, I will accept its as my fate.
"Dear MTH, if you read this I hope you can understand clearly and move on with your new life and new world. I hope that you start find someone more special and know someone special not me. So that, you can getting early marry like you want before this. I pray that your life always success, blast, happy, ease from Him. Thank you for letting me know your family and your world. I will keep it as a sweet memories. I'll appreciate it and you did a good choices. Thank you again."
I pray that all of you, will always be healthy and blast from Him.