Assalammualaikum and hye girls,
Okayy, okayyy and okayy. What i want to talking about right now.
Hurm .........
Actually I dont have a special topic for today. I'm too busy for my presentation project this week and my final exam already around the corner which is start on Sunday next week.
I don't know why I can't focus on my project, my studies and my exam. I don't know what I am thinking right now. My mind can't stop working start yesterday. Just thinking something nonsense that wasting my time too. Too tired thinking and care about someone.
From now on, I don't want care about others that already cheated on me. I just wanna stay with my parents, my family, my siblings, my fruit son, my cousin and my friends only. Honestly, I didn't feel like this before ni.
For a long years and until yesterday, I care about you but now, I'm 100% CHANGED. I'm not the same person anymore. So today, my new mission for this 2017, I want to focus my studies, my business and my family. I hope that when I'm already graduated I can get a good work to repay back all my mama abah gave me before this. And I just want to travel with my family and my friends which is (DIPS). I'm too in love with them right now. They always have besides me even I make a bad attitude in front of them.
Now, I missed my brother. He already passed away 3 years ago because of an accident at Kuala Lumpur. I missed his smile, his voice, his jokes and his touch. Everyday when I look at my things that related to him before this. I'm always cry alone in my room, in my car and sometimes in bathroom. But, Allah love him. Truly love him much. That's why He takes him from me because He love him too much. Al-fatihah. Lin always missed Angah. All our memories always inside my heard and my minds. Thank you because being a good brother for 27 years. I hope we can meet someday.
This February, I will company my mama to hospital Kubang Kerian because she had another appointment. So I need to stay with her along her treatment in the ward. May Allah bless you, mama. We love you till Jannah. We always beside you mama.
Have a nice dream tonight.
-xoxo-