Assalammualaikum and morning in advance.
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A little sad story.
I decided to delete my twitter and instagram. Because, from that social network someone that I love and I believe will know all my news and my routine everyday. I love update all my daily life at twitter. Since he already had twitter's account. And we turned back to complicated, so I decided to deactive & delete all my social networks.
I'm not important person anymore to you. So, you don't need to care and worry about me for now. I can handle myself.
Love is hard. I thought love can taught me about caring, loving, spent time and understanding each other but its turn to a wrong way. It's okay Ili. I know you can control your emotional and your daily life after this. Even its hard but you need to struggle to survive alone without him anymore. Let's make sure that you can score your degree to get CGPA 3.8. In shaa Allah you will get a good job and good life. Have faith to Allah. Don't skip pray and make du'a.
Come on Ili. Wake up and smile again. It's just a beginning. Not the ending yet.
I'm speechless, mindless and heartless. It's a long day wait him to text me back. He doesn't think to give a small respond. Its bad day to me. It's okay. You are a strong girl actually.
Even when your second brother had passed away 3 years past. You'll never to cry hard because Allah took him. Because you're strong woman. Take a deep breath. Flashback all the memories and slowly make it fade.
People change (Like him told me before this)
So, I hope I wake up tomorrow morning with a big smile and I hope I can focus test tomorrow night. Since 2 days past my nose was bleeding and bad headache, I push myself to think of myself right now. WHAT AM I DOING ? IS IT RIGHT ? It's just a stupid question to a stupid person like me. HA HA HA.
Have a nice day and may your love is true.
-xoxo-